Wow, Jenny, I'm so glad you found this! What a beautiful treasure, and a beautiful, surreal dream. I like so much that love came to you, "the perfection of love," reassuring you, being with you as you navigated your way through this strange and quite powerful landscape. (And the symbolism! Holy cow!) Your level of understanding just blows my mind. Plus you were only 24! You are amazing.
Also, you've inspired me to try to dig up old poems; I have no idea where they are, though lol!